dead fish floating in my bowl.

Trathaniel died today.
Mmm...yeah, i just said that. Even though i never wanted to.
I was listening to JOHN MAYER['my stupid mouth'] when i glanced up at him. DEAD. In his little bowl. I thought i would hate that song after that. But i can't hate 'john mayer'. Ever.
So, i put my head in my pillow, screamed, and then moved on.
Coming this next week i'm going to pick out a new one. It's like pressing the restart button. But it will be different. A good different.
Love.Mandy.
and.
R.I.P. Trathaniel.